You have got problems and a piece of advice, get consultancy, professional help !!!
I remember the case very bright since i was following...
https://www.conquerclub.com/forum/viewt ... w#p5172314
No one called xenophobia is welcomed, but what was said, it did not require a penalty and advised to the accusing one to foe and move on, to leave proper ratings as he wished.
Your faults to lead your banisment are, mainly;
1- Trolling / spamming / posting back to back the same content without anyone in between your posts and your posts to make decision taker verdict look degraded, to harm their autorithy and trying to show blunder of their function....
2- As in your claim, you call it what you made to be irony. Tell this tale to the 6 yo kids maybe they will take it. Since no one has said they approved xenophobia but it was not given a penalty, then you simply and strongly protested it, although a protest to stay in acceptable limits would have been taken but the language you put was so dirty, nasty and disgusting...
HERE IS A LINK FOR YOU FOR READING;
see what they say,
https://www.conquerclub.com/forum/viewt ... 5&t=225317
very clear isnt it ?
Ok....
Now lets go back over why i advice you to take professional help....
You are not healthy in mind mate... You have got something wrong with no matter what you do, wrong or right to be taken, accepted, praised and whoever it is to say you are wrong, ohhh how come, how come i can be wrong sort of problem you have got. To whomever say you are wrong, your corresponding reaction is precise, swifte, to mute it, to manipulate it... Maturity and menthal health explicitly puts it a healthy mind will take critics positive or negative, you lack of it. I am not a physician so i can not very well diagnose your problem, but it is why i ask you to get help...
I wish you the best; ask help from Razorvich, he is not a licenced one but a gifted therapist he can be.
Since your first couple of sessions are gonna be tough for you to accept since he will tell you things that you may find them hard to digest....
But if you put some patience, these sessions will help you switch from a troublemaker into a positive, productive individual and an addition to the community, hopefully.
Before i end my words, i assure you this is not in insult or attack over you but my motive here is to help you...I somehow feel like to drop this note, whyy ?
