Hey Hatch! You need to give yourself a break mate.
That may be a rest from playing but you need to take the pressure off yourself. The Esc. games do require your studious constant assessment and your resentment of stupid or pointless attacks (hangings, breaking of continents etc) but it does also need the odd risk. where you can't have a plan B and you are slightly dubious about certainty of success.
I think that perhaps you've placed such a high requirement level upon beginning a kill attempt that you take less chances. I suppose it's inevitable as people get so peed off towards the top table.. sometimes you have to roll with the punches from bitter players.
Play some doubles with me mate. Forget about that harlot Comic she never appreciated you!
